I’m not going to write you the longest poem or letter. I’m not going to give you expensive gift. I’m not going to make you breakfast or lunch or dinner. I know you deserve the best. I’m pretty aware of that. But I’m cold right now;cold hearted. I’m sorry for everything that is happening. I’m so sorry that you have to suffer so much pain. I’m sorry. But I hate you right now. I hate this family.
Be strong mom and don’t be stupid.
People in our lives come and go. I used to feel frustrated when I don’t talk to someone I used to be so close with and now I it doesn’t even matter anymore. I mean why even bother coming in when in the end your going to leave. But that’s how it is. Come and go.
I don’t know how to explain how I’m feeling right now. Confused, guilty, and moreee. Ugh.
Tonight is a very confusing night. What?
I don’t even care if a person looks good anymore because all I care is that someone will listen to me, someone will be there to take me away anytime, someone will be there to make the big effort to really show me how much they like and most of all they keep it real.